He is singing to me on Skype :D 

this like so made my day

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

So, I told Brian that we should stop talking for week. Meaning the rest of the week, until Sunday. I think he needs it more then I do. I don’t want to say he is trying to cling to me, but it feels that way… plus the whole making me feel like shit all the time… Brian asked me not to tell Logan all the hurtful stuff (or normal stuff) he says, so i told TJ instead… then he read that conversation. I forgot to close it. haha. anyway. I’m not talking to Brian for the rest of the week. Let’s see how it goes. 

So this is an about me….

• I actually like being quiet sometimes
• I am more of a romantic person then spontaneous person (but i like both)
• I am a really screwed up person
• I do actaully have a shell
• I am still finding myself
• I love acoustic music.
• I am really insecure and I have zero self esteem
• I think to much
• My family is screwed up
• I don’t think I can ever ever forgive my dad
• I hate SC with a passion.
• If your name is ‘Tim’ I automatically hate you, and I can’t even say your name.
• I’m scared to fall in love
• I am also scared to open up to any one completely
• I still miss the one guy that hurt me the most
• ^^^^ omg. 4/27 is almost here.
• I can keep secrets really well…
• I am suicidal. I have planned it out a few times, and tried it.
• I go to therapy.
• I am a daredevil.
• ^^ Sometimes because I hope that just maybe I will die and not be here any more
• I am actually Christian, I just fall a lot.
• I hate drama
• I love just cuddling
• I am really scared to become vulnerable
• I cannot say the words: vulnerable, constant, or aluminum
• I am smarter then I say I am
• I have never met my best friend
• I love when people ask me questions (sometimes)
• I like just spending time, alone, just talking
• I hate that when I date guys, my friends automatically say “_____ and Sally ______”
• And yes, that has already happened. On Friday actually. It annoyed me.
• I like trying on clothes at stores

so this is all for now…. yeah…

i hate you

or just a week….. I do think I made the right decision. I am much happier, and everyone at school it noticing that I am happy. And all my friends like him! Oh, I am talking about Logan. Just in case you didn’t know that. For the like 10 people that maybe read this. Anyway, Megan said that she thinks I made the right decision and TJ was giving me this weird look. And Megan was like “sally want to go with Cole to pick up her…. friend” and TJ was like “oh. oooohhhhh” hahaha. Awkward. I bet he is going to tell B all about Logan now. Whatever. I don’t really care. He is making to big of a deal out of it now. I mean, I know I hurt him, and I am really sorry about that, but he keeps saying things that make me feel like shit.

its-who-saw-what:

(via gettingpersonallikeyeah)

i do! haha, tha was fun, and it was before everything went bad…. i’m sorry i can’t stay on too long tonight 

it was! i just miss that.

its-who-saw-what:

(via gettingpersonallikeyeah)

well then you’ll love me a lot because you’re more beautiful than anyone i have ever seen in my life and i can strongly say you are the most beautiful girl in the world

awwww, oh my god, I love you so much.