August 2010
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“Love is handing someone a gun and letting it point to your head, believing that...”
– Spongebob Squarepants (via quote-book) (via alyssalunk)
March 2010
46 posts
hahahahahaha. my boyfriend is just so amazing.
He is singing to me on Skype :D
this like so made my day
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
hmmmm
So, I told Brian that we should stop talking for week. Meaning the rest of the week, until Sunday. I think he needs it more then I do. I don’t want to say he is trying to cling to me, but it feels that way… plus the whole making me feel like shit all the time… Brian asked me not to tell Logan all the hurtful stuff (or normal stuff) he says, so i told TJ instead… then he...
About Me.
So this is an about me….
I actually like being quiet sometimes
I am more of a romantic person then spontaneous person (but i like both)
I am a really screwed up person
I do actaully have a shell
I am still finding myself
I love acoustic music.
I am really insecure and I have zero self esteem
I think to much
My family is screwed up
I don’t think I can ever ever forgive my dad
...
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i hate you
i hate you
it's kind of sad how much things can change in...
or just a week….. I do think I made the right decision. I am much happier, and everyone at school it noticing that I am happy. And all my friends like him! Oh, I am talking about Logan. Just in case you didn’t know that. For the like 10 people that maybe read this. Anyway, Megan said that she thinks I made the right decision and TJ was giving me this weird look. And Megan was like “sally want...
remember when we used to stay up late talking...
its-who-saw-what:
(via gettingpersonallikeyeah)
i do! haha, tha was fun, and it was before everything went bad…. i’m sorry i can’t stay on too long tonight
it was! i just miss that.
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remember when we used to stay up late talking...
I love it when you call me beautiful
its-who-saw-what:
(via gettingpersonallikeyeah)
well then you’ll love me a lot because you’re more beautiful than anyone i have ever seen in my life and i can strongly say you are the most beautiful girl in the world
awwww, oh my god, I love you so much.
I love it when you call me beautiful
i don't hate my life
I hate myself.
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what do I want in life?
i want to get married and have (3ish) kids, and celebrate my 10th year anniversary, my 20th anniversary, and my 50th anniversary. and I want to get married once, unlike half of America.
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I am debating whether or not to skip lunch
There are 3 types of kisses I want.
The cute peck kiss
The kiss that leave you gasping for air
The long slow kiss, where your heart stops and the world stops spinning just for a moment.
Two out of three isn’t bad.
and I know it is my freaking fault. No need to...
go away
I ruined it. I ruined it.
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6270) I've had several urges to cut myself.
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6272) when you hugged me it literally felt like...
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Logan asked how I handle being in a long distant...
it is really hard
i hate life sometimes
it’s really hard
i hate andi and josh sometimes because jpsh reminds me on brian
though, I have learned that when i see a girl all over a guy that looks like Brian, I will want to kill her.
lol. Imagine what would happen if some chick was hitting on Brian while I was there
she would die.
326) I hate that you're so far away. I just want...
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oh wow
i am watching tv, and its about this guy and girl
and they can’t be together
so they sneak around
and they finally get to kiss
then they get caught
and the boy gets sent away
omg.
today was a badish day....
I just don’t want to telll Brian, because he going away for the weekend and I want him to stay happy
Note to self : when andi and josh have lunch...
I really can’t handle seeing them together…..
Dear God & Everyone else; i'm sorry i'm such a...
elmowriteslove:
(via hellotaralee)
I can really not handle watching them…. This is not good..
I don’t have a “disability” I have ADHD. Dumb ass school…
he promised not to tell anyone
unless it gets worse. Which it won’t. and besides, he is wrong anyway.
its-who-saw-what:
gettingpersonallikeyeah:
its-who-saw-what:
gettingpersonallikeyeah:
Ok. I want to just crawl in a hole and die now. I cannot handle watching them.
please don’t, it’s not worth it, and if you go that can never be us sitting there…
it is very much worth it. It will never be us sitting there
there is still a very big problem. without you here there will be a huge hole...
he can't tell anyone.
he’s wrong. he’s wrong. he’s wrong.
If I had the guts to kill myself, I wouldn't be...
(via kearstinskarr)
THIS IS WHY I DON'T TELL PEOPLE.
it’s not verbal abuse, ok?
it’s not.
it’s not.
it’s not.
ok????
leave it alone.
I can handle this.
i hope i love you all my life.
(via dontkillyourself)
I GET IT OKAY? I'M A MOTHERFUCKING HORRIBLE BITCHY...
what you say is starting to sink in. okay?
you can shut the hell up now.
i get it
im a failure
i suck
all i want to do is fuck fuck fuck
like you know what I want.
i am starting not to care anymore.
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............
*texts comes in* *mom hands it so me*
“it says he says thank you, i’m guessing it’s about brian?”
“um, I am guessing its about me telling her to tell her dad i said happy birthday”
MY GOOD MOOD IS GONE THANK YOU VERY MUCH
its-who-saw-what:
gettingpersonallikeyeah:
Ok. I want to just crawl in a hole and die now. I cannot handle watching them.
please don’t, it’s not worth it, and if you go that can never be us sitting there…
it is very much worth it. It will never be us sitting there
i don't even know what my one greatest desire is,...
and it is NOT wanting to “screw his brains out”
you know nothing about how I feel, or why I act the way I do. It’s because living in this house, is pure hell. It’s my own, personal taste of hell.
I never talk to anyone about how bad it is sometimes with you. I told Lizzie a part of it. I will never ever tell anyone how bad it is.
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My "one greatest desire" is to go screw his brains...
lol lol lol
FUCK YOU.
Ok. I want to just crawl in a hole and die now. I cannot handle watching them.
February 2010
27 posts
i just want one reason why i shouldn't kill myself...
I JUST WANT TO FUCKING DIE OK?
its-who-saw-what:
(via gettingpersonallikeyeah)
NO, THAT’S NOT OK, YOU’RE NOT ALLOWED TO DO THAT, YOU’RE NEVER ALLOWED TO DIE, PLEASE DON’T DIE! D:
WELL TO FUCKING BAD.
I JUST WANT TO FUCKING DIE OK?